An exception

 Insomnia , u know when u can actually choose to rest when the kids are all soundly asleep but here I am pondering about irrelevant stuff.  Sometimes I feeeel so stupid or naive or I don’t know gullible?. U know u can really tell if someone actually appreciate the stuff u did. Apparently not I shud just keep silent. 

 Wow just wow… I managed to recover my blogger email and password and tadaaaa… my last entry ,vividly remember I drafted and publish it at work after attending to my last patient concurrently waiting for my shift to end.. ahh those days in raffles hosp.. of cos back then I was carefree; not much responsibility. Fast forward things change ..two’s a tango three’s a crowd they say.. alhamdulilah blessed with 2 boys and a girl.., can be overwhelming at times. Contented ,definitely.however; Still waiting for that moment for me to get back to the corporate world.  miss having adult conversations .  Sometimes I talk to the wall. . Pls don’t call me crazy.. And of cos the one ☝🏻  الله سبحانه وتعالى

the words of an unbroken heart explains it all.. no matter how much we wanted it,if its not meant to happen then it will never happen.. truth,it hurts but deep down the anxiety awaits. emotions.. mixed feeling,sparkling these senses beneath. the urge rumbling.. beyond the satisfaction. despair not.

The moonlight plays upon your skin A kiss that lingers takes me in I fall asleep inside of you There are no words There's only truth....

2018. 2 years since my last entry.. so many happened. married.. eh,i think i mention this on my previous post dated 2016.. pregnant..i didnt expect after 9 mnths i got all nauseated and missed my period. turns out im preggy.. gave birth to a baby boy. alhamdulilah. quit my job...had to cause my boy refused bottle fed and the husb was telling me to resign for the time being since it will  be much of a hassle,traveling frm north to west..north to east,vice versa..so that someone could look after my boy.. its 0114hrs as im typing this.. the mind keep thinking of this person. doubt this person ever thinks of me.. .do u think it will ever happen? my love for you, insatiable..

I dont know if u are reading this..if u do.. I just wana say.. i miss you!

Ouh wooooooohoo.. I thought i forgot my password but after several attempts i manage to log in to my dear blog,my heart and my soul.. Its been like what,3 years! Hahaha so where shalll i start? Omg so many stuffs happened i dont even know where to begin. So i got married.. Yadidyayadiya ..dating since dec 08 and married on dec 15. Its gonna be a year now. Workwise? Sadly i've quit ttsh.. due to this ass.. but after much thinking i realised damn...i kindda regret.. but its okla as long as they pay me higher here than shud be okay.. but the workwise is way longer and i tend to get more tired and lethargic compared to wen i was in ttsh. Friendwise? Managed to reconcile back with my best friend after we had some sort of misunderstanding.. So ya.. guess shit happens but its all up to individual wether we can fix it or just let it get worse. Got the keys to my abode! Super excited. So guess i'll stop here. Im actually blogging at work like what.. Having br

helloo helooo just take a look at my previous entry,friggin 2012 eh! its been 1 year and a few mnths that i left this blog rusty and un-updated. hahahaha. so since my macbook its just beside me now so why not just log in to blogger(suprisingly i can still log in cos i thought ive forgotton the password lol) and just type a few sentence here. sooo whats up? sooo many things that has been going on. i dont even know where to start. 1 year plus is a very long time and ya not to mention life events,happy sad moments. i lost my grandfather a few mnths back due to pneumonia and it still upsets me cos he's a very very special person.that kindda affect me deep down badly. now my grandma is diagnosed with stage 4 lymphoma cancer.it was just 5 mnths ago when she stayed over at my house,she looks so hyper and cheerful i even recorded that precious moment on my phone,now everything has changed,she became weak, her heads not as high up just like before and she always has trouble getting u

1 week still of nt meeting and can still pretend notin is wrong.how nice.

hellllloooooo there suprised to see me blog today? heh well i know that previous entry i did say that i will write again in a few weeks or months time but since im not that busy or i shud say that notin productive was done today.hehe so i was home the whole day just me and lil bro(dad and 3rd sis was ard only till afternoon) so yeah guess we were bored so we took some webcam pics as u can see from below.. so besides camwhoring i watched tv yeah its been so long since i last sat down in front of the tv.. watched some shows..one of them was men in black 2 and anak ku sayang.both equally good. and i finally cleaned my room,not that thoroughly just that it looks abit cleaner compared to other days where i must say that i dont even have time to sweep the floor..shhhh!!heeeh besides that saturday at home was ok.relax and chill only.. okla..i ran out of ideas on what to blog so i might as well stop here. adiosssss amigosssss:)